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Chapter 16

Book 1 — Chapter 16

Day: Hynjia

Date: 16

Month: Nokaokarium 

Quarturn: 1618

Location: The city of Melchior

 

Ash leaned against the counter and brought her hand to her chin and rested as she let out a sigh, letting her myriad of thoughts release with a vocal exhale. It was a sound that prompted a statement from a man who spoke quietly behind her right shoulder. 

 

“Ash, if you’re bored, you are more than welcome to see yourself home.” 

 

She again sighed a bit as she turned and faced the man sitting at the desk behind her. She retorted with a tease at the wording of his offer. 

 

“Well, you’ve gone and made me sound like an ass. Can’t even sigh around you without you being touchy about it.” 

 

She felt her smile widen, as Ta’ Chima laughed at her tease and raised his hands, indicating he was returning the sportfulness of her words and countered. 

 

“If you kids have time to stand around and sigh, you’ve got time to do something or get on out.” 

 

She felt the laugh come to her with bounce, as she truly enjoyed Ta’ Chima’s sense of humor and willingness to share it. But he did seem to see that the wording of his offer may have come off as marginally aggressive, and explained himself with another laugh. 

 

“Sorry about that, Ash. Basic being my fourth language, it is also my least favorite, as my tone and choice of words is never optimal for a native speaker.” 

 

“No apologies needed,” she assured him. “I’m similar with my Watzeen. One of the first things I memorized was how to apologize for my language skills.” 

 

As Ta’ Chima nodded with understanding and a chuckle, he took the initiative to remind her as he spoke. 

 

“Again, you don’t have to reference me as Ta’ Chima …” 

 

She threw her own hand up as she interrupted. 

 

“Ah! But my parents raised me proper. You’re my elder in both age and wisdom. You worked very hard for that medical degree and the honors associated with the title. ‘Ta’eatek’ I understand is about as respectable a title as one can receive in the medical world. Not only does it reflect your mastery of medicine, but it includes the assessment of ‘a great man’ holistically … That being said, while you might not be officially practicing, you still exemplify the title and are worthy of being addressed in that honor.” 

 

He shook his head back and forth for a moment, as if he were considering what she said. But as he came to a thought, he asked with a hint of a grin. 

 

“What if I told you it bothered me that you didn’t address me by my name?” 

 

“Does it?” she asked candidly. 

 

“No,” he replied with a laugh and a shake of his head. “But I was curious if you would oblige me if it did.” 

 

“And I would. But it doesn’t. So I won’t,” she responded with a laugh. 

 

It was a laugh that Ta’ Chima shared, as he shook his head at her stance. But as his laugh subsided, he asked with a more serious tone. 

 

“What’s in your thoughts? You’re doing well, right?” 

 

“I am,” she confirmed before she continued. “Just a lot on my mind, as you can well imagine. Still processing so much. Still getting used to my new jobs. And finally, getting grumpy as Raer has only talked to me three times today.” 

 

“Deo forbid, only three times,” Ta’ Chima mocked at her complaint towards Raer’s lack of satisfactory communication. 

 

She crossed her arms to his taunt and defended her statement with a chuckle. 

 

“I know she’s absurdly busy, but she’s my girl. As she told me the other day, I’m her one … her soul sister … and I’m thrilled to be so and her mine. It’s her fault she got me all clingy.” 

 

But as her admittedly only slight exaggeration ended, her thoughts went to more serious considerations as she spoke. 

 

“I again cannot thank either of you enough for how well you treated and cared for me when I came here. You both were a springboard to healing that I will always be grateful for.” 

 

She felt the smile come to her, as Ta’ Chima’s laugh to her description of her and Raer’s friendship made way for a more shy expression towards her sincere gratitude. He shook his head and hand waved away her words as he spoke. 

 

“I was doing what I do. Doctoring people back to health. Plus, you’ve already paid me back by being here,” Ta’ Chima paused as he stood from his desk and gathered some paper before he continued with a softening of his voice, as if to keep people from hearing. “It’s hard to have a business front if the business isn’t open and operating. Thanks to your being here and doing veritable work, I’ve gotten some Watchers off my back.” 

 

She studied him briefly. At 170 centimeters, his physique was hard to discern; he always wore layered clothing, with the outermost attire being wide robes featuring large sleeves. It was a unique style that echoed the pre-Bottleneck days of fashion. From what she understood, his choice was by design, as it provided a great deal of space in which to hide his medical accouterments from prying eyes. And while his style would have been noteworthy in other places, most people in Melchior wore whatever struck their fancy, or more often, whatever they could afford, so his apparel choices earned no more attention than anyone else’s.

 

Though in her opinion, if any aspect of him garnered uncommon attention, it was how handsome he was. 

 

While most likely in his early 60-quarturns, his face showed little in the way of age. His deep-terra complexion, with its cool undertones, was matte in appearance, and she imagined, soft to the touch. But his complexion was only a small fraction of what made him handsome. His broad smile, which he was always sharing. His strikingly green eyes, large and deep. And, in what seemed to be one of the few hints to his mixed heritage, his heart-shaped face, whose chin only enhanced his perfect smile. Though his hair was mysterious, as he always wore a beanie that covered it well. 

 

She felt the light smile come to her, as she watched him continue to gather papers with a gentleness, yet skillfulness, that seemed to be born from his years of medicine. Those movements calmed her and instilled a sense of trust.

 

But her brief admiration was quickly diverted, as Ta’ Chima turned and moved toward the back of the store, speaking over his shoulder. 

 

“Going to get these requests over to a friend. Will be back in time for you to leave. Be careful and close shop if need be.” 

 

“You be careful, too,” she offered as he left through the back room and the back door.

 

She turned and returned her lean against the counter, and let another prolonged breath slide from her parted lips as she considered his words. His gratitude for her bringing legitimacy to his store: Chima’s Charming.

 

Ta’ Chima was a well-seasoned physician who had lost his license to practice medicine within the formal profession several solar years ago. For most places, given healthcare was one of the few safety nets, his dismissal and general population access to healthcare would have rendered his services obsolete. However, this wasn’t most places; this was Melchior. And Ta’ Chima had found a sincere niche within the community that desperately needed him, and others, to fill. 

 

Known as “street doctors,” physicians like Ta’ Chima cared for people who, because of a myriad of reasons, were unable to seek traditional care. 

 

One such reason was the discrepancy between safety nets in Minu. While there was healthcare, education, and retirement; housing and food wasn’t provided. Because of such, access to healthcare, even if you were unemployed, required a mailing address. It posed itself as contradictory as how one in Melchior, with by far the highest population of homelessness in the world, could have access to the promised healthcare. In her opinion, it was done by design, or by an incredibly shortsighted bureaucracy. Either way, it left people needing care, and the street doctors were there to provide. 

 

Though some caveats of the services also put people off from seeking traditional care. One being that if someone were to enter a healthcare facility with an altercation wound, the facility was required to report it to HEAGEN, which was something most wanted to avoid. But in some cases, such wasn’t limited to domestic situations, as HEAGENs had been known to beat people and leave them on the street, telling them if they go to hospital or other, they will arrest them at the hospital. With such threats hanging over people’s heads, it was easy to see why street doctors, such as Ta’ Chima, were much needed. 

 

But Ta’ Chima was brilliant and the most sought-after in the right circles. He not only had some of the most well-established contacts who could even get “designer” medication; he could also provide basic care for dental and vision. 

 

Naturally, all of this was done in the shade. And like many other street doctors, they had their fronts to justify patrons coming and going from said businesses. Some businesses, like Nokahme, were fully legitimate, only being used secondarily as a shield for Idemere work. However, Chima’s Charming, like some other businesses, was a full front; as Ta’ Chima described, its sincere intentions were becoming painfully obvious. 

 

This is where she came in. As a bonafide specialist in enaid, she was able to finally bring earnest business into Chima’s Charming. It was a far cry from his previous iteration that was selling pre-charmed items that, even on her first day of work, she could observe, were not charmed. Now she was there, and able to charm enaid to items people brought in. And more importantly, provide the cover that Ta’ Chima truly needed.  

 

It was another data point in her narrative; she was exactly where she was supposed to be. 

 

Her thoughts scattered as her attention was drawn to the door of the shop. As it opened, a young man entered, walking quickly and with purpose. She felt her shoulder slide down; she recognized him as a customer from the week prior and immediately knew he was pissed off and was looking for an argument. 

 

She pushed herself up straight and asked, pushing a positive cadence to her voice. 

 

“Welcome back. What can I help you with today?” 

 

The man seemed put off by her energy, as his face moved even further into anger. As he had made the few steps across the shop to counter, his voice came out in a fitful nature, and he pointed his index finger close to her face and spoke. 

 

“You can help me by giving me my relits back. My weapon lost its charming because of your shoddy work.” 

 

She felt her lips purse initially to his words, but didn’t let his accusations or his attempt at intimidation directly get to her. She offered a light smile, but spoke her unfiltered thoughts as she responded. 

 

“Well … I’ll be happy to help you. And I will start by calling crap on your claim. I’m confident in my work and know damn well whatever happened wasn’t on me. Now let me see the weapon.” 

 

She nearly smiled, as the man was taken aback by her candor and even lost some of his bravado. As his aggressive motions subsided, he reached into his bag, retrieving the ax she had charmed several days prior. 

 

As he set the ax on the counter, she picked it up and inspected it as carefully; as she had the first time he brought it in. And with the examination, it only took her a couple of minutes to find the ax had been repaired recently. She looked at him again and spoke frankly. 

 

“I was right. You’re full of crap.” 

 

“What? Wait … how do you know?” the man asked with a stutter, as he seemed even more stunned towards her confronting him. 

 

“It’s my business to know,” she responded with certitude in her emphasis. 

 

As she placed the ax back to the counter, she looked again at the man and tilted her head to the side and raised her eyebrows in waiting. The man again sputtered and seemed to be completely disarmed from his initial anger and intimidation. He finally found his words and asked with almost a mewl. 

 

“Why are you being such an ass?”

 

“Because if you came in here speaking truth, I wouldn’t be responding in kind. But you came in here aggressive and walking on lies. If you want to be upfront, I will help you,” she retorted with her own forceful nature. 

 

The man released the rest of his anger, and even lowered his shoulders, as he commented with an “Okay, okay.” 

 

“Now then. When did you break it?” she asked, letting her own voice fall to her normal tone. 

 

The man looked at her with questioning eyes as his own question came forward. 

 

“How did you know I broke it?”

 

“I inspect every potentially charmed item very carefully. Charming can sometimes break items if there are any weak points in the metal. I can tell it was broken, and you fixed it,” she explained. 

 

As his expression moved into a more sincere questioning one, he asked. 

 

“What does that matter for the charming?” 

 

“Do you listen to or play music?” she asked. 

 

“Yeah. I play some wind instruments. But I don’t follow,” he answered with the questioning now moving into his voice. 

 

She offered a sincere smile and again picked up the ax to examine it further as she explained. 

 

“Good. Then you will understand this comparison. If you have a flute, for example, in peak condition, it will vibrate as it’s meant to. But if you bend the metal, even in the slightest, the vibrations will change and it will sound off.” 

 

She looked at the man as his mouth opened as the sudden understanding was providing him with an “ah-ha moment.” But she was not done educating and continued. 

 

“Charming, in a lot of cases, is very much the same. Your ax, based on the metals, size, thickness, those aspects play a role in the frequency it vibrates on, and that is important to how the enaid are charmed. When the weapon breaks significantly enough, the frequency changes due to the change in its structural integrity …”

 

“And kicks the enaid out?” the man interrupted with his question. 

 

She felt her smile widen, as she was glad he was understanding her explanation. 

 

“Precisely,” she answered. 

 

She watched as the man’s expression moved from one of interest to one of deep disappointment. She felt a little bad about his predicament, as most people were unaware how the charmings worked and therefore would think a break wouldn’t have been their fault. She rolled her eyes to her own thoughts, as she slightly chided herself for being a dupe to a frown, but still offered. 

 

“Since you were such a good student, I’ll make you a deal. I’ll recharm this at no charge, with the promise you will be upfront with people and don’t jerk them around. You’ll be surprised how much further you’ll get with a better mindset.” 

 

She felt her own shoulders finally drop as the man smiled brightly and nodded with excitement. Though his grin changed to one of coyness as he spoke with a joking cadence. 

 

“You have a deal. Don’t jerk people around. I mean, with some notable exceptions, right?” 

 

She laughed and nodded at his question. But the laughs between them immediately haltered as the door opened, and as if on some sort of strange cue, a HEAGEN entered the store. 

 

She hurried the ax under the counter from sight as the man whispered under his breath. 

 

“Speaking of notable exceptions.” 

 

She rose her eyebrows in agreement, as the HEAGEN approached the counter. Before she could even address the HEAGEN, his attention turned to the young man as he asked with demanding emphasis. 

 

“What are you doing in here?” 

 

“Um …” the man paused as he seemed to consider how to respond in a way that would not cause any further questions. 

 

As the pause continued, she knew the longer he came up with a reason, the more suspicious it was going to sound. She jumped in and offered. 

 

“He was curious how charming worked. Looking into what qualifications he would need for a potential career someday.” 

 

The HEAGEN looked at her and scowled as he muttered. 

 

“Shut your mouth. I wasn’t talking to you.” 

 

The HEAGEN returned his attention to the man and looked up and down, and scoffed as he commented.  

 

“You’re not qualified to lick my boots clean. Get the fuck out of here. Now!” 

 

She lightly nodded at the man, as he glanced toward her briefly and seemed to linger; his mind may have been worried about where this encounter with the HEAGEN was going. But as the man seemed to understand her nod, he turned and left without a word. 

 

As she watched the man walk out the door, she felt her anxiety rise; her back and arms tightened as the fight-or-flight reflex was building in her. She felt her eyes glance up at the security camera in the top corner of the storefront and pushed her voice forward in a calm pitch. 

 

“How can I help you today?” 

 

The HEAGEN, who noticed her glance, turned and looked back in the direction she did and also noticed the camera. He returned his attention to her, letting his words come forward with a sneer and his mouth to turn into a simper. 

 

“Don’t flatter yourself. You’re not my type nor worth my time, even if I was desperate. Just do your job and charm this.” 

 

She felt the jump through her muscles as he slammed the large knife to the countertop, startling her. Though his words provided her with some relief, as they seemed sincere enough to let her jaw release a fraction of its tension. She picked up the knife and examined it.

 

“What type of metal is it made from?” she asked as she continued to examine every detail possible. 

 

“What does it matter?” the HEAGEN questioned with an impatience to his inflection. 

 

She felt slightly more at ease now that she was armed herself, and spoke to the HEAGEN in a matter-of-fact tone.

 

“It matters because I have to choose the correct tuner to match the frequency of the metal. If you don’t know, then I will have to do a liquid chemical drop to analyze the makeup, which will damage part of the item.” 

 

The HEAGEN noted the way she addressed him and took a visible breath of agitation. But his voice didn’t let on what his expressions and body language were telling, as he responded quickly. 

 

“It’s a compound of 50-percent morphiandum and 50-percent fasted minerals.”

 

She only nodded and thanked Deo in her mind that he knew, as she wanted to get him out of the store as soon as possible. 

 

As she moved over to the charming machine, she placed the knife into the holders and secured them to prevent the vibrations from shaking the knife loose. Upon doing this, the HEAGEN expressed his perpetual irritation and asked in a demanding fashion. 

 

“What are you doing with my knife?” 

 

“Charming it,” she paused as she turned toward the cabinet that housed all of the charming tuner bulbs and spoke under her breath, “you idiot.” 

 

As she found the bulb she was looking for, she took a brief moment to admire it. It was one of the aspects of charming that she always found aesthetically pleasing. The tuner bulbs always had these wonderfully hexagonal-based cone shapes. Each bulb, different as it relayed a unique frequency upon activation. And each bulb, a work of art in her mind. 

 

Though her admiration was to be short-lived; she was self-pressed for time, as she wanted to get the HEAGEN out of the store as soon as possible. 

 

She moved back over to the machine and figured it would be best to explain what she was doing — and hopefully avoid any further questions — as she put forth. 

 

“The machine will initiate the tuner, which will both call the enaid and draw them down into the knife on its frequency.” 

 

She started the machine and stood back; it slowly began to raise in vibration and noise. As she noted the knife was slightly off, she moved forward and put her hands in the machine, adjusting the knife and letting the vibrations move through her. It was one aspect of charming that she hated. For while it wasn’t exactly painful, it was highly uncomfortable and would leave the muscles buzzing for hours after. 

 

However, touching any part of the machine was only part of the stress that charming induced. One that was felt by the HEAGEN, as his voice turned hateful out of confusion and fear as he shouted over the sounds. 

 

“What is that … not noise … not … what the fuck is that?” 

 

She was feeling the stress rise in her, not only from the HEAGEN demanding answers, but from the vibrations and noises that were pulsing out from the machine. She took a deep breath and calmed her thoughts and physical feelings as she responded. 

 

“Those are the vibrations charming any enaid in the area. We just have to wait until some basically answer the call and come.” 

 

“Fuck! Are charmings always this annoying?” the HEAGEN asked with continued anger. 

 

As her eyes rose toward the ceiling, she felt the light smile come to her as the first enaid dropped through it and hovered over the machine, as if it were considering letting itself become charmed. Her smile widened, as another moved from out of the wall and delicately hovered with the other as they seemed to dance on the vibrations, bouncing off one another; as if, in her idealized mind, they were getting to know their potential new housemate. She sighed happily and finally replied to the question. 

 

“Yes.” 

 

• • •

 

Ash closed the door to the back of the shop and looked at the young man from earlier, who was squatting against the wall of the building. He quickly stood and asked in a genuinely concerned voice. 

 

“Are you okay? The HEAGEN didn’t …” 

 

She quickly relieved him of any worry, as she shook her head and interrupted his question. 

 

“I’m fine. He just wanted his knife charmed. Didn’t pay for it, of course, but you’ll have that.” 

 

As she reached into her bag, she pulled the ax from it and lifted it up for the man to take as she explained. 

 

“You did an excellent job in repairing it. I think it’s stronger now than when you brought it in. It’s, as promised, all charmed and ready to go. Use it wisely.” 

 

As the man took the ax, he let out a non-verbal gush; he studied it and swung it lightly with a twist of the wrist. 

 

“Thank you so much. How did you know I’d be out here? Oh! You’re Attata, right?” the man asked as he stepped back and swung the ax a couple more times to test the charming out. 

 

She pulled her bag back over her shoulder to adjust it and felt her eyes roll, as this was the fourth person who had asked her such since she had been back in Melchior. It was getting to the point it was becoming comical. 

 

“No,” she answered. “I just figured as much. Take care,” she concluded as she walked past the man who was still enjoying his newly charmed weapon.

 

As she walked down the alley, she wanted to enjoy the good deed of providing someone with happiness. But her mind was focused on more important matters. Getting to the school in time to pick up Naira. 

Book 1 — Chapter 17

 

​Day: Hynjia

Date: 16

Month: Nokaokarium 

Quarturn: 1618

Location: The city of Melchior

 

Ash looked around and couldn’t help but sigh at the surroundings. As her eyes moved across every visible surface — façade, brick, stone, wood, metal, glass, and mixed materials — she could see nothing that wasn’t touched by destitution’s stain. 

 

While not the saddest part of Melchior’s situation, a pitiable aspect in her mind was that it actually was a beautiful city. A lovely combination of traditional architecture and a lush nature that took every centimeter of open soil to show itself in its adaptive beauty. 

 

Her eyes cast down to the inlaid stone streets, lined with large pedestrian walkways in sheeted stone. It was a testament to the craftsmanship that had gone into Melchior. The stones were expertly worked, chiseled, and etched to provide spaces for rail trams and a walking grip in wet weather. And even the well accessible “hidden” access panels to the underground electrical and water utilities melded together seamlessly.

 

Further, stone and brick were the primary materials used in the construction of so many of the buildings. It was striking; the streets and their buildings, often built next to one another, would tell stories about where their raw materials were sourced, as their colors, marbling, speckling, and texture were beautiful narratives to that. Such would lend to whole boroughs of the city presenting unique auras and atmospheres that weren’t just superficial in appearance, but also influenced micro-cultures within them. 

 

But with the land Melchior inhabited being once known as the “land of rivers,” it further provided interest; with hundreds of rivers and channels on the valley floor, it heavily influenced Melchior’s infrastructure. Much of the city was built a level above the actual ground, meaning a good number of the rivers and channels flowed under the streets and buildings; the city itself was on a pedestal.

 

Of course, given the natural terrain was varied — with small hills and valleys that would influence the water’s flow — this wasn’t always the case. Many of the larger rivers were visible and used, even in the creation of canals and levees that contributed to the topography. 

 

Though, because of the materials most often used in the construction of Melchior’s buildings, and the river-laden ground on which it sat, buildings were limited in weight to prevent subsidence. This restricted the city, even with newer structures and building components, from constructing the massive skyscrapers that were always part of a cityscape. Melchior was a short city, with the tallest buildings not rising above twelve stories. Because of this, it was also a city that was massive. Granted, it wasn’t as extensive as Anahita, a city that stretched from the river to the east coast of Minu. But Anahita was an anomaly, as it was considered a “narrow-long” city due to multiple factors, such as landscape and the rail-centric framework. But Melchior was a “tract city.” Outspreading beyond its natural river boundaries and well into the mountains, where many of the more residential aspects laid. 

 

Of course, while some edges of the city lines featured more novel — and in some cases more depressing — wards to Melchior, the overall feel was a traditional layout, with the center of the city being an old large square from which the city radiated out. 

 

“What are you thinking about?” Naira asked in her small voice, pulling Ash from her thoughts. 

 

She looked down at Naira, holding her hand, and questioned with a tease. 

 

“I figured you would be reading me, seeing my thoughts.” 

 

“I don’t feel like it today,” Naira responded with a shake to her head and a scrunch to her nose. 

 

She felt her face fall to worry as she wondered aloud. 

 

“You don’t feel like it? You’re not feeling unwell, are you?” 

 

“I feel really good,” Naira answered with a lift in her voice and a bounce. “Everyone at school was being really loud today. Was hurting my head. So I’m practicing not hearing like Wayra told me how. And now my head doesn’t hurt.”

 

She felt the smile come to her, as she was pleased to hear Naira was both practicing controlling her graces to protect herself. But her thoughts didn’t linger as Naira asked again. 

 

“So, what were you thinking about?” 

 

“Oh … just looking around, admiring how pretty Melchior is,” she replied as she continued to look around and contemplate aloud. “Thinking now how while it’s rough around here, how much people try to make do and keep things pretty and clean. Lots of flower boxes, though the plants are looking a little thirsty. A good amount of patina … which many people actually clamor for aesthetically. And … it’s been a while since I’ve been back here. Still becoming reacquainted with my home.” 

 

She paused for a moment, and her head turned as she looked up the street and spoke aloud with frustration. 

 

“And wondering where the tram is?”

 

“It’s not coming,” a woman’s voice could be heard from behind. 

 

She turned and looked at the woman, who leaned against the door of one of the shops that resided on the corner. The woman smiled and offered. 

 

“The trams in this part of town are down. Happened a couple hours ago. Heard they wouldn’t be up till tomorrow morning.” 

 

Ash felt her shoulders fall along with her head in an exaggerated manner that only slightly overstated her disappointment. The 10-minute tram ride was going to turn into a 45-minute walk. And while her mind quickly considered calling Wayra to come and collect them, given the time of day, he was most likely at market getting the makings for the meal offerings for the night.

 

She looked down at Naira and let a less-than-earnest smile come to her face as she spoke with encouragement. 

 

“Well, it looks like we’re walking home. But we’re seasoned walkers, we can manage it.” 

 

She turned her attention to the woman and spoke. 

 

“Thank you for letting us know. I suppose I should have guessed something was wrong when we were the only ones at this stop. But again, thank you.” 

 

However, before the woman could respond, Naira’s voice spoke in a serious tone as she bounced lightly. 

 

“Ash. I don’t think I can wait that long.” 

 

She felt her mouth open as understanding struck her immediately. However, before any words could come forth, the woman offered. 

 

“You can use my shop’s facilities, sweetness. If that’s okay with your mom?” 

 

She again offered a sincere smile of appreciation with a nod of her head.

 

As Naira let go of her hand and quickly bounced toward the woman, she followed, thinking while she had been disappointed with the news of the walk ahead of them, the reference to being Naira’s mom sent her happiness soaring. 

 

• • •

 

“Don’t get too far ahead, please,” she called out to Naira, as she had been practicing her standing long jumps, winding back, forth, and forward along the pedestrian walkway, looking for the largest stone to test her abilities. 

 

As Naira took a very long jump, clearing the edge of the stone slat, she jumped with a twist in the air and spoke with genuine excitement. 

 

“Ash! Did you see that? I jumped that whole stone!” 

 

“That’s wonderful!” she responded with her own sincere enthusiasm and encouragement. “Your practice is really seeing results. At this rate, you’ll make the school’s athletics team by next term.” 

 

Naira’s eyes brightened with excitement, along with a bounce of her shoulders upon the praise, as she continued to jump in excitement. But the determination and seriousness quickly returned to her face, and she ran slightly ahead to look for the next larger stone to challenge herself.

 

She again felt her mouth open to remind Naira not to run too far ahead, but Naira had found a stone quickly and stopped to use it as practice. It was a fit matter in her mind, as this part of the walk was the one she was dreading the most. 

 

As the very kind shopkeeper let Naira use the store’s water closet, she used the time to message Wayra and patronage the woman’s store. Not only to thank the woman for her kindness of information and use of her facilities, but to spoil Naira as much as she could. But they didn’t stay to chat long, as Naira was full of energy and she was full of apprehension that she was eager to get past. And to her dismay, Wayra hadn’t been attentive to his messages, as she figured he was out getting supplies. 

 

Now that they were moving through one of the more questionable sectors of the town, her concern was raised. And while she had become very acquainted with the premise that violence could happen anywhere, the odds of it occurring here were significantly increased. 

 

Her eyes kept scanning the street as they rounded a corner, and to her dismay, she saw two men walking up the other side towards them. This wasn’t something that normally would cause her alarm. But as the one man made eye contact, and nudged his friend to look in her direction, that was enough to drive her thoughts to angst. 

 

“Naira. Come here, please,” she called out to Naira, who was still continuing her practice jumps.

 

As Naira turned and came jumping back, a woman’s voice calling out caught her attention. 

 

“Seni! Excuse me, Seni!” 

 

She quickly turned behind her and noticed two women and a man approaching, each wearing a particular jacket that eased her distress. 

 

She looked again to where Naira was, as she was almost to her. While the men that had eyes on her had turned back, and only a moment later disappeared down an alley. She let out the breath that she hadn’t even realized had pulled into herself and returned her attention to the approaching women and man. 

 

One of the women smiled with a slight unease as she got closer and spoke. 

 

“Seni. Hello. We are with the local Phael group. Are you familiar with us?” 

 

She felt her own light smile produce on her face as she nodded and responded. 

 

“Yes. You’re the local division of the City Guardians.” 

 

“We are,” the woman replied with a smile before she continued. “We would like to offer you our services to escort you as far as you need.” 

 

She again turned and glanced down toward where the men had disappeared down an alley, but before she could respond, the woman again spoke, bringing her attention back. 

 

“We saw those men, too. We’d be more than pleased to walk with you as far as you need. Where abouts are you headed?” 

 

“Home. To Nokahme,” Naira announced with enthusiasm, as she had finally made her way back and took her hand. 

 

Suddenly the man vocally gasped as he spoke with delight. 

 

“Bless my soul! Are you Wayra’s little sister, Naira? I haven’t seen you or your brother since you were just learning how to walk. You’ve grown up so fast!” 

 

“I am Naira,” she responded with a giggle. “Want to see something? I’m going to be an athletics champion one day. Here, I’ll show you my jump.” Naira ran to the man and took his hand as she pulled him forward to show him how well she could jump. 

 

Ash felt her smile return in earnest as she responded to the woman.

 

“We’d love an escort.” 

 

• • •

 

Ash watched as the two women from the escort group, flanked Naira, and with each holding one of Naira’s hands, pulled her into a big swing, causing Naira to laugh with thrill at the impromptu ride they had created for her.

 

“Did you see that, Ash? See how far I swung?” Naira turned and asked with excitement. 

 

“I saw that! Looks so fun. But don’t tire them out,” she advised, trying to make Naira aware of keeping others’ comforts in mind. 

 

Naira looked up at each of the women and asked in a sincere voice. 

 

“You’ll be honest and tell me when you’re tired … right?” 

 

The one woman chuckled with a nod and replied. 

 

“We will, indeed. Now let’s use this as practice for your jumping.” 

 

She couldn’t help but chuckle to herself as the two women seemed quite invested in coaching Naira in proper techniques for tucking and hitch-kicking while they swung her. And Naira was always the eager student. 

 

But her attention was redirected; the man who was with the group closed his roamphone with a beep and sighed. 

 

“Sorry about that. I know it can be considered rude to some to take a call whilst engaging in another’s conversation,” he paused for a moment and continued in a hurried tone, as if to clarify his words to avoid confusion or embarrassment. “Not that we were talking … and of course you’re under no obligation to talk to me.”

 

“No, indeed,” she responded with a laugh. “I enjoy meeting new people.”

 

Her smile brightened as the man chuckled at her response. But as silence followed, she saw his introvertedness and decided the conversation would have to start with her. 

 

“So, you’re part Phael gan … group-faction,” she inquired, though quickly changed her phrasing mid word as she realized the terminology, while accurate, could be deemed slighting. 

 

But as the man laughed with a boisterous voice, he shook his head and relieved her of the concerns. 

 

“No. No. You were right the first time. All the groups, factions, whatever you want to call it … are gangs. We know it. And while I appreciate your attempt to benoble us … it’s as the saying goes.” 

 

“I know what you’re referencing,” she responded. Though her thoughts felt he was being a bit self-derogatory as she affirmed. “I will say I don’t need to ‘benoble’ the group, as you so put. This service alone illustrates how decent the groups are. Granted, I haven’t been back in Melchior in solar years. I’m still getting used to how everything has changed. To the point, this is actually needed.” 

 

“We try our best … to keep the ‘practicing-poor’ out of the areas,” the man said with an offhand tone. 

 

She felt her head turn and her eyes narrow in reflex to his comment as she let out an unforgettable, but teasing retort. 

 

“That may have me offended.” 

 

She watched as the man laughed nervously as he shook his head and explained. 

 

“This is why I’m not quick to talk. Let me rephrase that. What it represents … so society as a whole aligns immutable characteristics with certain people. Right? Like rich people are all greedy assholes. Victims or the oppressed are always good people, helpless and incapable of agency. Poor are always, by default, violent, stupid, lazy, helpless, and thieves. And the disenfranchised will always be all of the above. Though the self-proclaimed ones usually fit that narrative.”

 

She could not help but chuckle to his last comment, as she had seen that in the wild far too often herself. But his take had her intrigued. She nodded to encourage him to continue. 

 

“All jokes aside, while some people do unfortunately embody all of the stereotypes one would attribute to poor people, most don’t. I call those who embody the stereotype as ‘practicing.’ So if you’re poor and trying to rob people, as those men were about to do to you, you’re a ‘practicing poor.’ It’s more digestible, inserting a little humor, when you see a fellow member of your community act the part,” he concluded with a light smile. 

 

“That makes sense,” she offered with a chuckle as she continued. “I like that. Going to adopt that so I sound crisp in front of my friend group.” 

 

“Use it. It’s meant to be shared,” the man encouraged with his own chuckle. 

 

But as her gaze turned forward, and she looked at the sobering surrounds, her mind took a serious thought and moved forward as she reflected aloud. 

 

“The world is so complicated. People do have a tendency to look at everything in a binary way. And yes, even if there are some objective binaries out there, those matters are the exception, not the rule. It’s a complex existence with hundreds, if not thousands, of facets that drive one thing or another. People are even more complex. And while they’re some that indeed, are ‘practicing’ and epitomize the narrative placed upon them, it’s such a deterministic and illiberal way to approach people.”

 

“You’re right,” the man spoke with his own pitch of contemplation. “To go against my own words here, people as a whole tend to be tired, busy, and scared. It’s much easier to appease our desire to understand the world by oversimplifying it into that binary.”

 

“But it’s so damaging,” she near-groaned with a feeling of defeat as she spoke of the uncomfortable fact. 

 

“It’s very damaging,” the man agreed before he continued. “But again, people are tired. People are busy trying to manage the micro-complexities of their own lives. And they are too often simply scared of what they don’t know or understand.” 

 

She nodded in agreement to his thoughts. Though her mind flashed to an unrelated thought as she shared with him. 

 

“You’re surprising me. You struck me as an introvert, but you’re proving me wrong.” 

 

“No. Your judgment was sound. I’m an introvert. I’m … It’s been a long day. My thoughts are on the loose and taking my mouth with them,” he responded with his own chuckle. 

 

“Feel it,” she concluded with agreement. 

 

As her mind continued to consider all of what was said and her own thoughts, one came to mind that she wasn’t comfortable sharing. A thought, and a question, that could render her the offensive one this time. 

 

“You can say whatever you’re thinking,” the man stated. 

 

She felt her expression moved to a questioning face. But the sudden understanding came to her as she asked for confirmation. 

 

“Ah! You’re Attata then?”

 

“Part Attata. How I know those men were going to attempt to rob you. I can’t read thoughts so much as intentions,” he explained before continuing. “Like I can’t read your thoughts exactly. Only that you have an intention of something in mind that you’re hesitant to ask. An awkward question. But go ahead.” 

 

“As I said, I’m still becoming acquainted with how Melchior runs,” she pointed out as she continued to internally argue how to ask the question. “And fittingly, since we were just confabbing about … You must know how much I appreciate you escorting us home. I have come to understand your services are not just volunteers. I mean … I know and believe that many sincerely just want to protect the community as there are some volunteer elements. But there are additionally a lot of paid aspects. And these are not funded by ‘above board’ means.” 

 

She turned to him and spoke with a small plea in her voice. 

 

“Please don’t make me ask directly.” 

 

She felt her smile widen,as he again laughed with sincere liveliness. But as his laugh subsided, he put up his hands and gestured with a calming sign. 

 

“I get you, I get you. You’re fine and you’re right. Some of the way money flows isn’t exactly on the level. A lot of what the factions do is in the shade. Some are more questionable than others. There’s some unfortunate drug running. Not just illegal shit, but stuff for the street doctors. Some of it is trafficking. Even with open borders, people sometimes need to get from one place to another without identification scanning. Some of it is just simple commerce trading. Getting stuff you can’t bring into Minu for one reason or another. The group I run with is all about the food salvage.” 

 

She felt her brows move into a question face as she asked. 

 

“Like with recycling foods?” 

 

He shook his head as he explained. 

 

“Nah. So let me clarify. Let’s say three quarturns ago, Esus had a total gross harvest of 100 tons of name-a-grain. Then, two quarturns ago, they had a gross harvest of 120 tons of that same grain. It’s a bit more, but nothing to tip the scales of the price of grains too low, so it’s a win and some extra to sell off at a discount. However, the next quarturn, the gross harvest is a whopping 180 tons of grains. That’s too much, according to the powers that be. They can’t have that much, as it will drive the price down too far because of their utterly absurd economics. So they give all these stupid ass excuses saying they can’t store it, or they can’t do anything with it, or they can’t donate it … because Deo forbid their bottom line be disturbed and they have to go without a fourth house. So instead, they destroy it. Usually by burning it or other means. So my group goes in and … salvages it. Usually without much of a fight. No one gets paid enough to give a shit about us stealing what they were going to destroy, anyway. Then we can sell it at single relit to the hundred relits and so money comes in, we get paid, business gets raw materials, people get fed on the cheap, and we keep moving with and around the system.”

 

“That comes off as oddly ethical,” she reflected with sincerity. 

 

“Doesn’t it?” the man asked with a chuckle before he continued. “It’s part of why I chose this faction. I had a vested interest as while my dad is from here, my mom and my upbringing are from Esus. I got the double dose of poverty. We had a specialized farm that I grew up on with my mom and grans. I recall the Hylatee teams coming in and telling the grans to dispose of the extra. Even when they tried to sell the less than perfect as feed, nope. Can’t do that. Had to destroy it. Was so damn stupid to me. When I came up here, got attached to the people here, and heard they were looking for workers to protect the community … I chose this faction, as it was personal on multiple levels. I know technically what I’m doing is unlawful and such, but I reconcile it with what you said; people and matters are tricky. Sometimes, there isn’t a straightforward right or wrong. Right?” 

 

As his words moved through her mind, they brought to light contemplations of her own. Ones such as her new home, her new relationships, and the considerations of her new allegiance to Idemere. She was certain it was going to, at some point, lead her down a path that would not only be technically unlawful, but also, may lead her to acts comparable to the one she committed in Udo. While she had been coming to terms with such slowly, knowing it was an act of desperation and protection, it was still something that had been hard to mollify toward her soul. It prompted her to ask; how could something that she knew was objectively right hurt so much? But as the theme of the conversation had been; life is complicated. 

 

She looked at the man, who seemed to be awaiting a response as she lightly smiled and spoke. 

 

“Can confirm.” 

Chapter 17

Book 1 — Chapter 18

​Day: Hynjia

Date: 16

Month: Nokaokarium 

Quarturn: 1618

Location: The city of Melchior

 

“Are you worried about the optics?” 

 

As he met the bottom of the stairs he was descending, Porter felt the rise in frustration at the question. He took a deep breath and calmed himself as he turned to respond. 

 

“When I say the following, understand I do emphasize, this is within logical reason. But to your comment, I’m sorry but, no … I’m not worried about the optics. Optics are for privileged people. They have the luxury to worry about how something presents itself to the nonsense they deem is reflective of their worth. Our struggles are secondary. We cannot operate like that. We need results.”

 

He felt further frustration rise, as the team member, who had asked the question, shrugged and raised their hands in a gesture of conceding defeat.

 

As the member turned and walked back into the building, asking no further questions and offering no further solutions, he turned to look at his associate, Yevallo, and let his confusion come forth. 

 

“So what was the point of that question? I was very clear about the steps we needed to take.” 

 

“I couldn’t tell you,” Yevallo responded with their own shrug. “Though to be fair, I can’t even remember his name.” 

 

He felt the chuckle come to him as he admitted. 

 

“I can’t either.” 

 

The chuckle came again as they both stood there in silence, with inquisitive expressions on their faces, trying to make sense of what had just occurred. Not only in the questioning after the meeting; the meeting itself was one of strange aggression. A meeting that saw unknown faces who found a problem for every solution and seemed determined to backtrack any progress they had made.

 

But this was his passion, and he would let no one derail what he knew was just and right. 

 

His attention was taken, as Yevallo groaned with exaggeration and spoke. 

 

“Getting to the point I just want to see the entire system destroyed … burned to the ground.” 

 

“Screw that nonsense. I don’t want to live in a failed state. That’s what the Bottleneck was. A destroyed system. Who actually wants to go through that again?” a voice called out with a tone of playful irritation. 

 

He looked up at the direction the voice was coming and felt the smile burst onto his face as his eyes fell on Akiva, sitting on the entrance portico, and, too, grinning from ear to ear. 

 

“Plus, it’s noteworthy to point out people who say that couldn’t last a day without their damn roamphones,” Akiva continued with a pitch of jeering. “Can’t keep a houseplant alive past a week. Can’t even cook without a recipe without poisoning themselves … if they could even get a fire going.” 

 

“Damn, Akiva,” Yevallo uttered with a hint of shame in their voice. “Don’t have to hunt me down like that.” 

 

Akiva smiled, seemingly pleased her words had affected them so. She crossed her leg at the knee and spoke in a matter-of-fact tone. 

 

“You don’t get off around me. I will sniff out and hunt stupidity.” 

 

“I was exaggerating, Akiva,” Yevallo responded with an air of defense to their inflection. 

 

“Yeah, that’s what everyone says when their opinions don’t land with an audience,” Akiva quipped with another scoffing accentuation.

 

It was one that led him and Yevallo to laugh boisterously, though Yevallo caught between his laughs and spoke. 

 

“And with that note of ridicule to add to my insecurities, I’m off. I’ll catch you later, Porter.” 

 

“Will message you tomorrow,” he offered as he watched Yevallo turn and walk away, still chuckling and shaking their head from the exchange. 

 

His attention moved back up to Akiva, and he reproached her with a continued chuckle. 

 

“While I do agree with your sentiments, I don’t agree with your methods. That wasn’t nice.” 

 

“I’m not a nice person,” Akiva announced with a look of surprise on her face. “You should know that by now.” 

 

“What I know is what you’re desperate to portray, and in turn overcompensate for, in your actions.” 

 

Akiva turned her head and commented with sarcasm. 

 

“I see someone just got a new introduction to psychology book.” 

 

As he again laughed at her mocking words and cadence, his mind decided to accept defeat in this topic while returning the tease. 

 

“Yeah. You’re right. You’re just the worst type of person.” 

 

He felt his smile brighten even more as Akiva laughed hard to the point her head fell back and her face directed toward the sky, as if it were taking in her sounds of happiness. 

 

“Jump down here,” he encouraged as her laugh began to subside. 

 

She glanced over the edge and noted in her words. 

 

“It’s too short-far to jump,” Akiva replied to his request. 

 

He felt his eyes roll as another chuckle came to him, knowing she was simply giving him a hard time. 

 

“What does that even mean? Too ‘short-far’ to jump?” he asked with a continued chuckle. 

 

As Akiva stood from her sitting position, her wings expanded slightly, causing the wind to blow through the ultra-fine, fur-like hairs in straight line waves. She again seemed to examine the distance down as she explained. 

 

“It’s too short for my wings to grip the air fully and land me softly. And it’s too long to jump under my full weight, as I know I’ll jack up a leg.” 

 

“Jump anyways and eat shit for my amusement,” he teased her with a laugh. 

 

His laugh only increased, as she looked at him with a scowl and a twist to the head, indicating she was peeved by his request. But as her wings spread further, with a quick downward push by them, she launched herself far into the air. He felt the air move past him with a burst, something that was always a mesmerizing experience, as it was always fantastical to watch Watzeen fly. 

 

He watched as Akiva continued to gain altitude, and wondered to himself for a moment if he had really angered her and she was leaving. But as her wings spread and cupped slightly, he realized she had gotten high enough to circle float down. A practice that not only reserved energy, but was simply fun for a Watzeen to experience. 

 

Though from what he understood of Watzeen culture, such diversions were only enjoyed by the young. But because of Watzeen’s extensive age range, he had never been clear on what constituted as young for a Watzeen. 

 

Akiva herself, from what he could gather, was well past her one-hundredth quarturn. Might even have been pushing 200 quarturns. Though even if she was, she had hundreds of quarturns ahead of her. 

 

He studied as she circled and slowly descended. 

 

Watzeens’ appearances were always a point of near envy for him, as they were, in his eyes, stunning to behold. Their complexion, a base of cloud white, that featured an iridescence that was striking. While naturally, there was a variation; as light struck the iridescence, there was always a primary color undertone that varied from pinks, purples, yellows, blues, and even greens. This was set off by their consistent silver-white hair that was featured on head in long waves and wings in short, ultra-fine filaments. Even their brows featured these silver-white hairs that fluffed in a manner that resembled a gathering of feathers. It was a compliment to their gem-colored, translucent-esque irises that surrounded their diamond shaped pupils. 

 

Akiva was one who featured some of the more dominant coloring of her people with her prominent pink iridescence undertones and her pastel pink eyes. But Akiva was, overall, simply gorgeous. Though from what he knew, everyone in her family was blessed with unworldly beauty. 

 

However, unlike the rest of her family, Akiva was considerably petite. Granted, small by Watzeen standards was still exceptional compared to the other peoples of the world, as most Watzeen were well over 212 centimeters on average, with some he had met towering about 250 centimeters. Yet, Akiva was a “small” 188 centimeters. Additionally, her shoulders and back weren’t as broad as the average Watzeens. And while it could have been a point of issue toward her wing size and flying ability, she didn’t abide by such conventions and flew just as well as a “normal” sized Watzeen. 

 

Akiva was also a self-proclaimed “anomaly,” as she claimed to know from birth she was a woman. It was an eyebrow-raising statement to Watzeens, and those who knew of their anatomy. Watzeens were hermaphroditic in nature, and were essentially born genderless. Associating to a gender, or as the Watzeens referred to it, the “complimentary power,” was something that was developed through growth. They viewed it as any other growth, elements that were naturally innate — but always subject to understanding and refinement. That was the main reason Akiva’s pronouncement at such an early age was of interest, as most Watzeen didn’t develop into their gender until well into their 60-quarturns. 

 

But unlike any other peoples of the world, the Watzeen hermaphroditic anatomy didn’t leave them sterile. They were able to reproduce in either complimentary chosen male or female alike. But given such factors — and the extensive lifespans — it seemed nature had to produce a biological trade-off; they faced the most difficult of biological reproductions. Only being fertile once every couple of solar years, they also faced metabolic barriers. It was understood that their metabolism, being so high, was highly demanding on the system. And any scarcity of nutrition to a pregnant Watzeen — even for a short duration — would end in miscarriage for the poor Watzeen. It was so pronounced that they had one of the lowest success rates of carrying to term, at only slightly over 50 percent. It was a sobering reminder that nature both gave and took, seemingly always trying to find and maintain a stability and balance. 

 

It was something that Attatas even subscribed to. That creation, nature, and, of course, their own place in nature was based on balance and stability. The number four was sacred for a reason. And the world, as one of his Attata friends put it, was awkwardly trying to balance. Something was off, and nature would do what it must, to maintain that equilibrium. 

 

His thoughts dispersed quickly, as Akiva had finally landed with a feather’s touch, and directly walked toward him with a grin on her face. One that invoked a grin of his own as he asked. 

 

“Have fun?” 

 

“Only if you were impatiently waiting for me,” Akiva quipped with an increasing smile. 

 

He could not help but laugh, as she was showing herself and was more punchy than usual. 

 

You’re in a mood,” he commented with emphasis. “I was wondering why you flew so high. Well … other than to coast the currents.” 

 

“No. I just wanted to punish you for the crack you made. Make you wait. Hopefully get you itching and anxious,” she confirmed with a laugh. 

 

As his own laugh came forward, he shook his head and inquired aloud. 

 

“Why are we friends?” 

 

“Because it’s me. Everyone wants to be friends with me,” Akiva responded with a mock arrogance. “And I’m your friend because I enjoy watching slow motion train wrecks up close and personal.” 

 

“Ah! Deo damnit, Akiva!” he exclaimed with a roar that nearly made him bend at the waist with laughter. 

 

“Why … oh damn … anywho … that aside,” he sighed happily as he asked. “What are you doing here?” 

 

Akiva tilted her head and gestured for him to follow. As he obliged and fell in next to her, she sighed, though with one of less happiness and more dread as she explained. 

 

“Came to pick you up with the DTV. Take you back to Nokahme.”

 

“Uh-oh,” his words came out by reflex and with a dread of their own. “What’s wrong?” 

 

“Nothing from my point of view,” Akiva answered. “In my opinion, it’s the chaff sifting itself out.” 

 

“Woof. That’s harsh,” he commented as while he considered the words harsh, part of him could grace that Akiva was sincerely irritated by the still-unknown events. 

 

He looked at Akiva, who shrugged to imply she wasn’t bothered by her choice of words. But before he could again ask what had happened. Akiva spoke with a lighted voice. 

 

“Plus, I needed to get away from Wayra. Pissed-off Wayra is hilarious. But disappointed Wayra isn’t fun. I did my bestie duty but wasn’t enjoying myself and had to motor. Decided picking you up and informing you of your new temporary position at Nokahme would be more enjoyable. Especially seeing your expression.”

 

As they came to the DTV, he felt the word come out in a long groan. 

 

“Shhhiiiiitttt …” 

 

“Get in,” Akiva instructed. 

 

He moved into the passenger part of the compartment to the DTV. He felt his brows frown and his expression wince, as he watched Akiva try desperately to move her wings around the barriers of the high-backed seat. A functional element that was a necessity for all peoples, sans Watzeen, as it didn’t accommodate their wings. 

 

As she leaned forward and pulled her wings up, she released a grunt of frustration and exertion. He again felt his face wince as he asked. 

 

“Do you want me to drive?” 

 

“No,” she responded with another low grunt as she pushed her wings out to lay horizontally out against the vertical back support. “But so help me Deo, I’m going to write a strongly worded letter about the inaccessibility of these damn things.” 

 

“Are you sure you’re okay?” he asked with sincere concern, as her wing position looked highly uncomfortable. 

 

“Yes!” Akiva yelled with a voice of both irritation and jest. “Quit asking!” 

 

He couldn’t help but laugh at her vocal delivery. But his laughs subsided as she requested. 

 

“Entertain me as I drive. What were you doing at that hall anyways?” 

 

“Oh,” he paused, as he didn’t want to elaborate too much on what had occurred at the day’s meeting, and the vexation it had instilled that was still fresh in his mind. “You know how I contribute to that advocacy for workers’ rights?”

 

“Contribute?” Akiva questioned as her eyes remained on the road ahead of them. “I thought you led that whole thing.” 

 

“I do,” he confirmed. “But there are a lot of hands in this. A whole hierarchy and laterally rankings. So I share the burden of leading in Melchior proper. The meeting was with some of our counterparts from Esus, Nanto, and Mindis. And it was heated and shit happens.” 

 

“Yeah, shit happens. Especially true when you’re the reason it happened.” Akiva mused with a chuckle. 

 

“Hey!” he defended himself with his own chuckle. “I kept my hands clean this time around. I got chewed out for everything under the moons. Said I was being too aggressive. Said I wasn’t considering the collateral implications …” 

 

“Oh! Now I believe it wasn’t on you,” Akiva interrupted with emphasis. “You’re one of the most overthinking people I’ve ever met. That includes the company of Wayra and Raer. And yes, you’re supposed to take that as an insult.” 

 

He chortled to Akiva’s assessment, but it quickly moved as her voice took a more serious tone. 

 

“Hey … while not a hard or fast rule, it’s a 99 out of a 100 … but people will judge you based on their own guilt and inadequacies. As that one pre-Bottleneck book says … pay attention to what the preacher denounces with awkward fervor; they’re confessing their sins.”

 

“Ain’t that the damn truth,” he responded; the meeting really had impressed upon him similarly. “That’s what strikes me as so odd about the meeting. There are so many new people getting involved and they are strangely striking me as talking in bad faith. I don’t have the graces to know for certain, as it could be just innocent fear. But when they’re throwing this sophistry with full-confidence at me … I’m perplexed. It goes even more intensely, as this isn’t Idemere levels of championing. We’re a workers’ rights group. Very important … but also very pedestrian. Why try to offset us?” 

 

“Shit’s getting weird out there,” Akiva commented with a serious tone and a shake of her head. 

 

It was a truth that was a reflection of his earlier thoughts. Something in the world was seriously off, and it concerned him as what would it take to right itself. His thoughts couldn’t find such a conclusion at the moment, and in turn, he could only sigh and agree with Akiva. 

 

“Again … Ain’t that the damn truth.”

Chapter 18

Book 1 — Chapter 19

​Day: Hynjia

Date: 16

Month: Nokaokarium 

Quarturn: 1618

Location: The city of Melchior

Ash watched as Naira dug through her backpack, searching for the small tokens she had insisted upon gifting the Phael peoples, who had escorted them home. While the two women waited with encouraging expressions, the man was engaged in another phone call. 

 

She felt the sigh come to her — one she tried to hide — as she didn’t want Naira to hear and misinterpret it. For truly, the sigh wasn’t the product of her impatience and wanting Naira to hurry; it was from nervousness. An emotion that always brought with it stress. For the nervousness wasn’t consistently aligned with misfortune; sometimes the source came from exciting and happy news. And while she may have had an observed sixth sense, she was certainly not Attata and could not distinguish between the two. Leaving her with an uneasy anticipation. 

 

Her eyes searched for something to take her mind off the apprehension. They fell upon the obvious and studied. The building, Nokahme. 

 

Nokahme was a typical building in this part of town. Older, in that it had seen its better days that coincided with Melchior’s better days. But it was also a three-story brick and stone building that, like much of the city and its people, was created to be resilient. 

 

The building, from what Wayra had told her, at first wasn’t built as a public house. It was only after Wayra’s extended family — from whom he inherited it — obtained and renovated it into the pub and residence it is today.

 

Wayra had further elaborated that this was done by design, to fill a market that was growing in Melchior for, unfortunately, the wrong reasons. 

 

In Melchior’s recent history, the loss of Hylatee headquarters and much of the high-end manufacturing employment were an economic blow to the city for a variety of reasons. One such was as Hylatee moved many of its low-end manufacturing to Melchior, the wages decreased significantly; while the housing value and market did not. 

 

It was a strange matter to her that housing hadn’t adjusted to the new realities of the populace. The prices had remained nearly the same as they were during Melchior’s peak. Which, because of the decline in financial resources among the populace, left people unable to afford a standard dwelling unit. A fact that further perplexed her; it seemed those that held the homes and apartments were perfectly fine with having no owners or tenants, as so many places went uninhabited. She often wondered if there were some tax loophole or subsidy that simply made it more profitable to have an abandoned structure than to actually lower the price to reflect the buying power of the people. Whatever the case, the conditions translated to single-family units becoming “hives” — a local word that was used to describe a residence that was used beyond its intended habitation. These hives were a product of people pooling their resources in order to avoid living on the street. 

 

Such was the case of one of the part-time workers of Nokahme, Matu, who lived in an apartment that was built for four, but was housing thirteen. This wasn’t the exception; this was the common rule. It led to cramped quarters, varying schedules, and — more importantly — absolutely no one wanting to make proper meals in a kitchen they shared with twelve other people. 

 

This led to the niche, and one could even say the culture, of the public house. A place where people could escape their shared and always-incommodious living to eat an inexpensive meal in either library-esque peace or a lively community setting, depending upon the environment of each pub. 

 

She grinned to herself, recalling how Matu had confessed he hadn’t eaten at his residence in quarturns. How his meals comprised of “morning: convenience store, mid-day: grocery ready-to-eat products, dinner: food stand or pub, and supper: pub.” It was something he showed the receipts for; even eating as such every day, it was still cheaper than moving to a place with a smaller occupancy that would afford him unrestricted kitchen access.  

 

But her grin faded, as not only was the reality of what people were forced to choose distressing, but even with such options available, Melchior still had the highest unhoused populace in the world. Numbered in the tens of thousands from what she understood. It was a point of note that people living like this could not sustain; and change would either come organically or by force. And it was the “by force” that raised fear in her, as such acts would always lead to tragedy — usually brought down upon the innocent and those undeserving of such devastations. 

 

But such was a topic she didn’t wish to contemplate on at the time, as she returned her attention to the building of Nokahme. 

 

The building resided on, what she considered, an awkward corner. And while all four of its outer walls were free of shared construction, the space to the building next was barely enough for one person to squeeze down. The front of the building naturally faced the main street, while the back of the building was against a small alley that was only large enough to allow access to the underground garage, deliveries, and other services. 

 

The side of the building that abutted the larger of the two alleys was lined with one of her more loved features of Nokahme; as it housed a privacy fence with a front walk-gap, a large pathway that led to the side entrance, and a potentially cute edge garden. It was a path space that, when she first returned to Melchior with Wayra, endeared her with its inviting sweetness. 

 

“Found them!” Naira called with happiness, as she had finally discovered the items she was looking for. As she stood with a bounce, she announced with pride. “These are for you. I made them at school. Thank you for walking with us.” 

 

She felt the smile come to her face, as the women accepted the pins Naira had made with a great deal of enthusiasm and appreciation. Her eyes turned to the man, who paused his call and spoke to Naira as she handed him one. 

 

“Thank you. You’re an excellent artist.” 

 

Her smile brightened as the compliment made Naira bounce again with happiness, and with an adorable giggle that illustrated her shyness toward the compliment. But her attention turned to the man as he was quick to address her with an apologetic tone. 

 

“We’ve got a job we need to see to, straight away. Tell Wayra I said hi and will catch up with him soon.” 

 

She nodded, but didn’t have to opportunity to ask any followup questions, as the women and man said their goodbyes to Naira and hurried out of the back alley. As another sigh came to her; she wished she had been given a moment, as she never caught the man’s name. But she supposed with it being Wayra, he would be able to either gather or grace who he was. 

 

She turned on her heel and resigned herself to the moment, and she and Naira began their walk down the pathway towards the side door of Nokahme. As Naira sashayed down the path to a private song in her head, her eyes cast down toward the edge garden that was filled with dead vegetation and plants that seemed to only find homes in the most difficult of growing conditions. It was something that, when she had asked Wayra about, he admitted gardening was not a high priority. But in a sort of funny life-spoiler, he admitted that someone would come that would give the space the attention it needed. 

 

“Ash!” Naira called down the path toward her. “Can I go to my room?”

 

“Of course you can,” she responded with a lift to her voice. “It’s your room. You can come and go as you please. But make sure you change out of your uniform before you sit on your bed. Be careful on the stairs, too, please. I’ll bring you up a snack in a little bit.”

 

She watched as Naira clapped her hands with excitement and jumped through the door with an energy that seemed to be only afforded to the young. 

 

As she met the side door, and moved into the vestibule, she glanced to her right and up the stairs toward Naira’s gently pounding feet as they ascended. She would follow soon with Naira’s snack. But her express goal was to find Wayra. 

 

As she moved forward out of the vestibule and into the public house proper. She looked around the empty establishment and felt a light smile come to her. It was, by Melchior standards, a really nice place. Not particularly small, but not so large that it lost its coziness. The layout was fairly typical, which lent to its pleasantness as it presented the customers with a familiarity that was easy on the senses. 

 

A couple of meters directly out of the vestibule was the bar itself. The sit-down bar counter was the dominant feature that stretched nearly the entirety of length of the space to meet the opposite exterior wall. Though “nearly” was the key word, as the bar’s end curved and crooked to meet the interior wall that separated the main bar from the kitchen. Behind the bar, the circulation space between the back bar and the kitchen interior wall was generous, giving the opportunity for people to move back and forth without a great deal of bumping. The interior wall featured cabinets, refrigerators, and display shelves that, like the rest of the space, were lit up with warm lighting that added to the atmosphere of comfort. And the underbar was a space that offered nooks and crannies for storage and other essentials, such as ice chests and a sink that was stationed at the crook at the far end.  

 

The layout of the dining portion was also familiar. With booths that lined along the front wall to the front entrance. The far exterior wall featured a standing only countertop for a casual meet-and-drink that ran all the way to the hall. Said hall, which lined the exterior and kitchen interior wall, led to the public water closets and the emergency only exit. The open space was scattered with double- and quad-occupancy tables. Finally, the space featured a recessed portion that adjoined the walled vestibule and even featured a small stage. Though it was mostly used to display the chalkboard that offered meals of the day. 

 

All of this was hewed out of woods in the striking hues of vintage antique with burnt ecru highlights. And while not particularly ornate in its carvings, the wood combinations and their accentuated curves presented a subtle contrast to the raw brick and stone exterior walls. However, as if the warm lights, rich woods, and pleasant bricks weren’t enough — the space was further imbued with an inviting comfort as the interior kitchen walls and the cushioned seats were all a tawny-port color. The combination of textures and colors rendered the space homey. Such a “homey” atmosphere seemed to resonate with the customers as, like any home, it was adaptable to its needs. This gave way to an atmosphere that catered to the no-nonsense mid-day meal crowd, the more family-oriented contented dinner crowd, and the more exuberant, and sometimes feisty, supper crowd. 

 

It was a marvel to her, in a way, how quickly she had come to love the place. Even in moments of solitude, the ambiance connoted to her safety and welcome. 

 

Yet, at this moment, the emptiness was confusing. Not in the context of customers, as they had not opened for the evening yet. But everyone who should have been preparing for the evening was missing.

 

She walked straight behind the bar and to the swing door and entered the kitchen. The kitchen, which was like most commercial kitchens, featured industrial coolers, cooking stations, and worktables. And unfortunately, no one was to be seen. 

 

As she moved back into the pub proper, she walked around the bar and looked down the hall, wondering if there were issues with the public water closets. But again, no one. 

 

Her mind thought it was possible they were in the underground garage or connected cellar. But she decided to check there last; for she didn’t want to have to go outside nor go down the floor access ladder, as it always made her uncomfortable. 

 

She re-entered the vestibule and ascended the staircase toward the second floor, and the residence area of the building. 

 

The residence portion was interesting to her in that, as Wayra had explained, he allocated most of the extra resources to maintaining the pub itself. Leaving the residence quarters to suffer from the lack of funds. This was most perceivable in the paints, plasters, windows, and furnishings that spoke to the true nature of the space within the impoverishment of Melchior.

 

Though, as she ascended the staircase, she was happy this was not one of the features that would go without proper maintenance. The staircase was of the switchback variety that featured a landing that met the back exterior wall, “switching back,” and continuing upward to the final landing that laid roughly in the middle of the building. It was a feature she admired about the architecture; while it seemed a small matter, it made the stair risers’ height low and the tread wide. Making ascending and, more important to her safety aesthetic, descending, easy. 

 

She stepped up off the landing into the long hall and took a moment to listen. The hall stretched the entire length of the building, meeting the second stairwell on the far side that mimicked the first in its switchback nature and ascending to the third floor. The hall itself, lined on both sides with interior walls and doors, was suitable enough for two people to pass one another without issue. The walls of the hall, and all the rooms, for that matter, were colored in various hues of ecru. A safe color, she supposed, and most likely the least expensive to purchase, paint-wise. 

 

The hall, with its continued vintage and antique colored wood floors, featured three doors to her right, and four doors to the left. On the right, each door led to a particular room that met the exterior wall toward the back of the building. The first, Naira’s room. Then Wayra’s and her shared room. Then the first full bathroom. Directly across from the bathroom, meeting the front of the building, was Nobi’s bedroom. Next; a small but deep closet. Next to that, the double door open-frame entrance to the large commons area. And finally, Akiva’s room. 

 

The commons room was by far one of her favorite places in the entire building. While it was eclectically furnished, it was also incredibly cozy. Its features included ample natural light from three large windows. A large table to work and dine at. And a great deal of seating — from chairs, to couches, to chaise lounges — were deep and inviting, and would prompt her to melt into cushy happiness.

 

But such indulgences were not in her immediate future, as she still hadn’t found a trace of anyone. 

 

“Where is everyone?” she asked aloud. 

 

As she moved down the hall, she briefly stopped at Naira’s bedroom door and listened. She felt the smile pull at her mouth by reflex as she could hear Naira singing lightly and happily. 

 

She moved from the door and over to the entrance of the commons area and looked around. Nope. No one was there either. 

 

As she continued down the hall, she peeked into her bedroom and glanced in the open bathroom door. Again, no one. 

 

She sighed as she ascended the steps to the third floor. As she again stopped on the landing that moved into the hall, she paused to listen. 

 

The third floor was one that was seemingly meant to be a near mimic of the second floor; though it had its differences. 

 

Like the second floor, it had a long hall that stretched the length of the building. Its hall also featured doors on the left and right that entered various rooms. To her right, a bedroom. Followed by a second, smaller commons room. Followed by two additional bedrooms. To her left, the second, smaller bathroom. Followed by another bedroom. Then lastly, the large “junk room.” 

 

She walked down the hall and glanced in at the open doors and listened. None produced a sign of anyone. 

 

As she made it to the end of the hall, she came to the last stairwell, and the oddly shaped recess that surrounded it. The stairs themselves were unlike the others; they were pseudo-spiraled and crooked in their ascent with small landings and odd straightaways that led to the adjacent bulkhead roof exit. 

 

It was a design that gave the recess extensive space that could be used for storage under and next to the stairs. But the unique features didn’t end there. The recess’ superficial design didn’t align with the rest of the flat-colored walls that were prominent throughout the building’s residence areas. Instead, the walls featured a collection of various scrap fluted-round wood paneling that ran vertically from floor to ceiling. The area looked like a design choice gone awry. But it was a configuration that was purposeful and very effective in its reason. 

 

She moved over to a portion of the paneling and held her hand to it. But before she could push, a sound on the door of the roof caught her attention and her mind switched directly to the likelihood everyone was up there. As she moved up the stairs, she felt a bit of relief as she was on the edge of worry. But it was a short-lived release; as she opened the door to the roof and found only empty chairs and coffee tables. 

 

As she descended the stairs into the hall, she quickened her pace. Not that she truly believed that something was wrong. But her nervousness had not dissipated. Nor had it become clear if it stemmed from bad or good news. It was this that was driving her down the last steps with a bound into the vestibule and with another look into the pub. 

 

She felt her breath release with a voice as her eyes directly fell upon Wayra standing behind the bar along with Akiva beside him in “her chair.” She walked in and made her way to sit at the front of the bar as she asked with a slight fuss to her voice. 

 

“Where have you been? I’ve been all over the building looking for you.” 

 

“Liar, liar,” Akiva responded in a sing-song manner and a chuckle before she continued. “Couldn’t have been all over the building, as you would’ve found us in the garage.” 

 

Her laugh burst forward to the accusation. Akiva was accurate in that she really hadn’t looked everywhere. But without a verbal retort, she only could stick her tongue out playfully in response. It was one that caused Akiva to laugh and stick her tongue out in return. But as her laugh to the exchange subsided, she noted Wayra wasn’t enjoying their usual teasing and sniping. She leaned forward on the bar and moved toward Wayra in a romantic capacity. As he read her body language and returned the movement with a quick kiss to the lips, the concern was cemented as she could tell he was upset. 

 

As she sat back, she looked at both Akiva and Wayra and asked with caution. 

 

“Oh no. What’s wrong?”

 

She felt her brow furrow even deeper as Wayra pulled several glasses from under the counter and began to make drinks. He sighed aloud and asked. 

 

“Did you talk to Nobi this morning before you left?”

 

“No,” she shook her head as she replied. “I thought I left before anyone woke up. Why do you ask?”

 

“Nobi bailed,” Wayra answered in a tone of sheer disappointment. 

 

She felt her mouth fall agape as she was stunned by the news.

 

Nobi had been the cook and one of the live-in employees at Nokame for quarturns. Further, he had been a more active participant in elements of Idemere. For herself, of all the people living and working at Nokahme, she hadn’t really connected with him as well as some of the others. They had been agreeable towards one another, but there hadn’t been any particularly friendly attachment. However, he had been a good friend to Wayra for quite some time. In that, she knew Wayra would be saddened by his departure. 

 

She shook her head from her disbelief as she asked. 

 

“Not to doubt you, but how do you know?”

 

Wayra paused his attention in making the drinks as he again reached under the counter and retrieved an envelope. 

 

“He left a pretty detailed note. Said things were getting hyperrealistic with Idemere and he was choosing to not follow that path any further. Choosing to cut off all contact with everyone as well.” 

 

As he tossed the envelope to the counter with an air of anger, her voice came out in soft sympathy as she moved her hand across the bar to Wayra’s hand and held. 

 

“I’m so sorry to hear that. I know he was a good friend.” 

 

“He was.” Wayra sighed with dejection. Though his voice turned to mild annoyance as he disclosed his thoughts. “Granted, yes, I’m bothered by his parting; but I’m more irritated by me not seeing any signs of it. My graces fully failed, and that always irks me.” 

 

She glanced at Akiva as she snatched the envelope up and pulled from it the letter and began to read it, in what she assumed was, again. But her attention quickly returned to Wayra as he released her hand and returned to making the drinks. She wanted to comfort him in this loss. But the departure also brought a consideration with it that made her wonder if this event was the source of her nervousness. 

 

“I feel bad about asking this … but is this something we need to worry about?” 

 

As Wayra finished the drinks, his head shook as he answered. 

 

“I don’t believe so. He actually offered a bit of solace by addressing those concerns. He said he had been planning this for a while and would be perfectly safe in K’Sara.” 

 

As Wayra set the drink before her, he handed the second to Akiva who folded the letter and returned it to the envelope. As Wayra turned and walked back into the kitchen with a third glass in hand, a thought occurred to her as she asked. 

 

“What are we going to do without a cook?”

 

She looked at Akiva who made a noise behind the sip of her drink, indicating she would answer as Wayra was well into the kitchen and away from fielding the question. 

 

“Deo help our customers, but we’re going to have to take turns doing the cooking. I went and picked up Porter so he can cook today. We had to change the menu all around, as Porter doesn’t know how to cook much.” 

 

Akiva paused as she took another sip and spoke candidly. 

 

“I’ll be honest. I don’t know why Wayra’s all that upset. Nobi was fine, but he wasn’t back-to-back with any of us. We can’t be wasting our time with the half-hearted. Just my stance.” 

 

She felt the sigh come out vocally, as while she didn’t exactly disagree with Akiva’s assessment, there were other factors at play that were fueling Wayra’s disappointment. One such came to mind as she asked in a low tone. 

 

“And isn’t this the third person to bail in the past six months?” 

 

Their attention was taken as Wayra emerged from the kitchen and answered. 

 

“I wish it was only the third. He was the fifth to call it quits in the past six months. Granted, three of them were only here for work purposes and knew little about what we did on the side. But without sounding dramatic, we’re hemorrhaging workers and allies.” 

 

“Yeah, no … you’re being dramatic,” Akiva spoke in a direct pitch. “It’s like I told Porter; just separating the chaff. I mean, Ash already has filled one spot. After what she did in Udo, she’s all about the back-to-back lifestyle. No worries. Nokahme will fill up again, and then you’ll be dramatically longing for some damn peace and quiet.” 

 

She couldn’t help but smile as Wayra chuckled at Akiva’s description. But as suddenly another thought came to Akiva’s mind, she bounced with wide eyes, and made a sound of recollection around her glass. As she swallowed the drink, she spoke with a cackle. 

 

“Oh! Tell her the best part of Nobi’s motor.” 

 

She returned her attention to Wayra whose eyes rolled lightly as he groaned through his words. 

 

“Oh yeah … yeah. He took the liberty of paying himself for the work he had already done this week … and for the paid time off he would have been entitled to had he continued working.” 

 

“Asshole cleaned us out!” Akiva called out with a howl of laughter. 

 

She, however, couldn’t see the humor in this news, and her mouth fell agape for a moment before she spoke quickly for verification. 

 

“Wait, wait. What do you mean he took money for the paid time off? Those entitlements are subject to either signed release, or you have to continue employment for at least one week after. You can’t end your employment with the paid time off, I thought.” 

 

“You can’t,” Akiva responded through her continued chuckles. “I mean technically you can … but since paid time off is government-subsidized, you either must have returned employment for two weeks, or you must have government approval to end your employment with your paid time off; which almost never happens.” 

 

She turned her attention back to Wayra as he pulled the glass up to his mouth and offered before he took a drink. 

 

“What she said.” 

 

“So wait … he just took all the money we had?” she asked with a voice that illustrated her sinking stomach.

 

“Yep!” Akiva confirmed with a chirp. 

 

“Yeah. Apparently, he decided to forgo the formalities and took what he figured was owed to him,” Wayra added. “He took every last relit and scrip. The bad part is, I technically could get my money reimbursed since these times off are, like Akiva pointed out, government-subsidized. However, I can’t in this case, as I would need him to fill out paperwork to submit since it’s the end of employment. And I will not fake those documents, as I need to keep this place on the straight and level … can’t give anyone any reason to look deeper into what goes on here.” 

 

“Oh dear Deo,” was the only words that she could share as she finally understood why Wayra had made everyone drinks. She took a sip of hers as another question came to mind. 

 

“So, what are we going to do about supplies for the bar? How are we even going to eat?” 

 

“Don’t tell me you’re squeamish about eating customer leftovers,” Akiva considered aloud with a chuckle. “You just have to cut off the parts they took the bites off of.” 

 

She felt her eyes widen as she looked at Wayra, who took a deep breath that rose his shoulders up and down in what she could only describe as acquiescence. 

 

“We’re truthfully very well stocked when it comes to beverages,” Wayra explained. “Food, however, is an honest problem. At least for the next several days to a week, depending upon how well we do over the course of it. Our resources will have to go solely toward the customers, and we’ll have to hope there are leftovers in the kitchen … or we will honestly have to just suck it up and hope people leave a bit left.”

 

As Akiva again laughed with vigor at the predicament, it prompted her to laugh in disbelief as she asked with a raise to her voice. 

 

“Dear Deo! How are you enjoying this? You, with your power-plant-like metabolism, are going to be the worst off with this food scarcity.” 

 

“Because it is hilarious. I can’t help y’all don’t have the capacity to see the parable in this. Plus, it’s not really all that serious. It’s temporary. And coming from someone who has a background in biological sciences … I can say with almost full certainty that we’re unlikely to encounter any germs that we aren’t already exposed to on the regular.”

 

“And I’m going to say with full certainty I’m not willing to take that chance with Naira,” she declared as she stood from the barstool. 

 

“Where you going?” Wayra asked with a concerned look on his face. 

 

“I’m going to make Naira a proper snack. Then I’m going to head over to my parents’ house and do some cupboard shopping,” she responded with a firm reply. 

 

“Oh! Mama and Papa Ero?” Akiva asked with a bubbly, questioning pitch. “Can I go?” 

 

She felt the grin come to her as she looked at Wayra, who gestured with his hand to shoo her away as he spoke. 

 

“Yes. Please … for the love of Deo. Let me be depressed for a while in peace.” 

 

“Yay!” Akiva shouted as she bounced from her chair, but quickly changed her tone as she instructed. “Give me 15 minutes to burn this alcohol off and I’ll drive you up there.” 

 

As Akiva moved from behind the bar and up the stairs to prepare for their outing, Ash moved herself behind the bar and headed toward the kitchen to get Naira’s snack. But before she could make it to the door, Wayra grabbed her forearm gently and brought her into an embrace. It was one that not only did she return with a firm squeeze of her own; but one to which she sincerely focused her mind on caring and encouragement in hopes Wayra would grace those emotions toward him. 

 

She felt the smile pull at her lips as she could feel Wayra’s muscles soften from their tension with each passing breath. It was something he affirmed as he spoke in a soft tone. 

 

“Hurry back. Not just because we’ll need you here before we open … but I need a good deal more of my soothing and healing Ash.”

Chapter 19
Chapter 20

Book 1 — Chapter 20

Day: Hynjia

Date: 16

Month: Nokaokarium 

Quarturn: 1618

Location: Outside the city of Melchior

 

Miles pulled back on the throttle and let his STV slow to a stop; his eyes came to the message center sign before him. It was one that had seen its better days. Its metals — rusted and worn, with bolts that held it aloft on its poles — excessively rusting, to the extent they were “bleeding” their rust down its arms. The paints, sun bleached and faded. The woods, warping and cracking under the elements. And the information behind the window, he imagined, wasn’t current. The overall appearance illustrated how maintaining the sign had fallen far on the priority list. 

 

He thought to himself it was an apt metaphor. The sign, reflecting how far Melchior had fallen. Though, perhaps the most glaring characterization was how eroded the city emblem had become. As if Melchior’s identity had been eroded away with it. 

 

“Welcome to Melchior. 100 Rivers And A Thousand Bridges,” he read aloud to himself. 

 

‘And, at least a 100,000 people in the most severe of poverties,’ his internal monologue responded. 

 

He looked down at his STV and felt the apprehension that had delayed his journey, once again pulling him back from his destination. He spoke to himself internally in a harsh tone. “What are you afraid of?”

 

It was a relevant question; he wasn’t fully clear what was staying his motions forward.

 

It sincerely couldn’t have been the poverty. He had experienced a category of it growing up. “Backwoods-baron,” as it was often called. In living such, he had become well acquainted with school recess subsistence hunting. Secondhand uniforms. And receiving care packages at the end of each term from charitable organizations to sustain him during the recess. 

 

Granted, he was perfectly cognizant that Melchior’s poor would be of the indigence degree. However, he wasn’t afraid to be reacquainted with such. For it wasn’t the hard work and hard times to come that were arresting his travels.

 

Nor was the exhaustion that was still wearing on him. A feeling that as he tried to release with every slow exhale, only to be replaced with another wave of enervation with the following inhale. He truly believed himself to be exhausted. The past weeks had rendered him raw. To lose. To learn. To leave it all behind. And knowing what awaited him was going to exert him all the more. 

 

But again, he wasn’t intimidated to test his endurance. 

 

Why couldn’t he discern this blockage? 

 

His eyes rose off his STV, and he looked at the landscape before him. 

 

As the day’s journey had progressed, the land had been steadily climbing over the kilometers. He had already crossed the main northern bridge that rose high over the river and leveled off with the upsurging terrain. And while he could not see Melchior proper as of yet, he could see the ascending topography as it continued towards the mountains. Those mountains, which were becoming backlit by the lowering sun, cast a deepening shadow on the city nestled in the great valley. In that, there seemed to be the hint of a glow, as he imagined the lights of Melchior were turning on. 

 

It was a sight that was truthfully lovely to behold; the sunset’s orange, pink, and purple colors contrasted beautifully against the deep blues of the valley. Though, as he stayed and observed for a while and watched the warm radiance of Melchior begin to grow brighter, something in him seemed to grow with it. 

 

In what struck him as a strange reaction to him at the moment, his determination and confidence rose. As if seeing the illumination was illustrating a point. Harkening to the sign, as it echoed what Melchior was and endured. And yet, they still had the character to turn those lights on, no matter how deep of a shadow fortune cast on them. 

 

He chuckled to himself as his more optimistic side whispered at that moment. It’s fine to take some time to assess barriers before you. But ultimately, barriers are meant to be navigated, circumvented, and broken. It was time to move forward and on. 

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